(Destiney really doesn’t have a real balance to her life. It’s more like organized chaos. She has a preference to always be doing something. Yet somehow she manages to keep everything in order and done in a timely manner. Even when she is relaxing she will have a book or notebook an still be occupied. So her balance is organized yet chaotic as there is never really moments where she does nothing. Doing nothing can mean dwelling on thoughts she doesn’t want to deal with.)

“Insecurities… I have plenty. Though they mostly only shine through the worst when I am feeling very low.“ She frowns an looks down at the wine in her glass, notebook filled with various scribbled notes. “My worst are that I’m not good enough. That for my lack of experience I will make a mistake. One that can’t be fixed. An that someday… I am going to lose someone because I wasn’t able to act because I am still unable to stand up to other people or go near a Castrum. I try my hardest to be strong. However even I have moments where my strength fails me.”