“With the Order of course. They are as much family to me as my own mother in Gridania or my cousin in Ishgard. The family I have made with the Order shall always be my second home and most important. Though lately it has become my home more so then my own personal house. So it may not even count as a home away from home at this point.”

“Personal hell? Hmm.” Lance closes his eyes and thinks a moment. Pacing back an forth a few steps. “The ruins of Steel Vigil. I still go there from time to time to remind myself of what I stand to lose. To remind myself that even when I am feeling low that I can not waste the sacrifice that Lord Chlodebaimt made. I use that memory and those ruins to torment myself into getting back up and trying again. Because it is my reminder and my duty not to waste what was given. That day is not an easy memory nor do I think it shall ever be. Nor do I want it to ever be. I prefer it to be as sharp as steel so I have something to always keep fighting against.”

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