(For Lance he has. He’s been serving the Haillenarte family for years now. Ever since he was old enough to take a position in the field. He first served Lord Chlodebaimt de Haillenarte at the Steel Vigil. So he was there when it fell to Nidhogg’s horde. He still feels bad about the fact that the young Haillenarte lord sacrificed himself to try and save some of the knights from a doomed fight. He had come to care about Chlodebaimt in the short time serving under him. He had been a good commander. Giving Lance his reason to keep being a knight and his sense honor.)

(None of the other kids have really been on a battlefield or they have and haven’t lost anyone. Thanks @delicatelygloriouspenguin )

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