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Goober. You are an absolute gem and I never thought I’d stand a chance at being friends with you when I first came across your tumblr. (Cause omg talented and omg too good for me.) Then the whole masquerade prompt thing happened and it was just game over. 😛 I was dead cause senpai noticed me! When you needed help I was more then willing to jump aboard to help because you are a blessing to have as a friend. Plus you make me try harder with my screenshots cause omg I have to compete against you! XD

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I don’t know you as well as I would like but your character is so beautiful and tough. I really want to interact with you more. As well as I am really sorry for taking so long to reply to the last thing between us in my drafts. Though I am really glad to see a number from you cause I’m hoping that’s a sign you aren’t too disappointed I took so long. Well you are still following me so that has to be a good sign at the very least. XD

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Meeting you by sheer chance of luck has been one of the best things ever. Plain and simple. You always are willing to listen when I’m having a bad day. Share a love of all that is elezen. You are such a sweet motherly figure to anyone and everyone. Totally deserve to be happy and I wish you didn’t get hurt so much because you deserve so much better. Both physically and emotionally. Plus it’s so majorly fun to just take random fun screenshots with you at times. Those have been some of my favorite moments when we just go take pictures.

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I know we’ve lost touch recently cause life hasn’t really been all that great. I know we don’t talk often beyond that either when we did. I know there are good reasons for it though. (PC Skype has been downright evil lately too so that isn’t helping any.) I do enjoy your writing and listening to you gush over your characters and the ships. I really do enjoy being friends with you. I just wish I was better at staying in touch with you.

I want someone to fight for me. Just once, I want someone to be afraid of losing me, not just say that they don’t want to lose me. I want them to mean it. I want them to genuinely be afraid to lose me. You have those people that just say they never want to lose you, but then one day they just decide to leave. I want someone to fight for me.
When I’m about to leave, they pull me back. Tell me what they love about me. Tell me how much they love me. Tell me what I mean to them. Show me how much they don’t want to lose me. Words mean nothing. I want them to prove to me everything that they’ll ever say to me. You say you love me, well show me that you do. You say you care about me, prove it. You say you don’t want to lose me, well show me.

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I know we originally met through the FC and you still came around sometimes for beach nights. I really had been looking forward to getting to know your character better before you left. I really appreciate when you tag me in things. I know I’m terribly slow and responding to them at times and even worse about tagging people because of being slow. XD I never know if I’m bothering someone cause they already did the thing.

It makes me happy that you are still trying to interact with me even after you left the FC. An I would still love the chance to get to know any of your characters and get to be friends.

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Your character is gorgeous (not just physically either). Your art is gorgeous. Plus you are a totally wonderful person on top of that. Making a girl cry this early in the day with kind words. I’m glad to see you around in the LS. I’m really sorry that we talked about doing RP and then life happened to me this year and I sort of withdrew for the most part and just stuck to close friends for fear of being hurt more with the things that happened. I do still try to send you asks when I see a prompt you shared. I could have communicated better though.

Thank you for the kind words this morning and still wanting to be my friend despite the silence for months. I’m going to make an effort at that RP thing again as long as life doesn’t decide to throw me anymore curve balls this year.

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*flails at you* I know no matter how many times I tell you it’s okay, the bad thoughts will tell you otherwise. I’ll still be here whenever you need a ear regardless of what those bad thoughts tell you. You are a precious friend and one of the first people I ever really got to throw Lance at outside of my FC. I always feel so comfortable talking to you and just tossing around headcannons about any of our kids. Here hoping life and bad thoughts take a chill so we can RP again.

I know you said you wish you could do more to help me. Just continue to be my friend. It helps more then you think. Even if we don’t talk every day or even every week because of insecurities, I know you care and that is what matters to me.

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You big dork you! I’m ever so glad you messaged me on tumblr. You have made my character so extremely happy and I have made a absolutely wonderful friend out of it all. I absolutely love the chemistry between our kids. Even love our chats just talking about the kids while you’re buzzed. >:D I love that you don’t push limits and I feel comfortable talking to you about a lot of things. I just wish life was a little more cooperative for the both of us to let the kids go on that little adventure in the woods. 😀 Eventually they’ll get it. Slow burn is so wonderfully fun anyways!