✧ – For Raizel

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I would kill you.

✧ I would physically hurt you.

✧ I would attack you unprovoked.

✧ I would manipulate you.

✧ I dislike you.

✧ You annoy me.

You scare me.

You intimidate me.

✧ I hope I intimidate you.

✧ I pity you.

✧ You disgust me.

✧ I hate you.

I’m indifferent toward you.

I’d like to get to know you better.

✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you.

 I’m unsure what to think of you.

I’m unsure how I feel about you.

✧ You are my friend.

✧ You are my best friend.

✧ You are my mentor.

✧ I look up to you.

✧ I respect you.

✧ You are my hero.

✧ You inspire me.

✧ You are my enemy.

You make me happy.

✧ I want to protect you.

✧ I would fight by your side.

✧ I consider you an equal.

✧ I think you are beneath me.

✧ I think you are above me.

✧ I would lie for you.

I would lie to you.

✧ I would sleep with you.

✧ I would sleep by your side.

✧ I would hug you.

✧ I would kiss you.

✧ You are family to me.

✧ I would die for you.

✧ I would kill for you.

✧ I would trust you with my life.

✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging.

✧ I would trust you with a secret.

✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret.

✧ I love you (platonically).

✧ I love you (romantically).

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I would kill you.

I would physically hurt you.

✧ I would attack you unprovoked.

I would manipulate you.

✧ I dislike you.

✧ You annoy me.

✧ You scare me.

✧ You intimidate me.

✧ I hope I intimidate you.

I pity you.

✧ You disgust me.

✧ I hate you.

I’m indifferent toward you.

I’d like to get to know you better.

✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you.

 I’m unsure what to think of you.

✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you.

✧ You are my friend.

✧ You are my best friend.

✧ You are my mentor.

✧ I look up to you.

I respect you.

✧ You are my hero.

✧ You inspire me.

✧ You are my enemy.

You make me happy.

✧ I want to protect you.

✧ I would fight by your side.

✧ I consider you an equal.

I think you are beneath me.

✧ I think you are above me.

I would lie for you.

I would lie to you.

✧ I would sleep with you.

✧ I would sleep by your side.

✧ I would hug you.

✧ I would kiss you.

✧ You are family to me.

✧ I would die for you.

I would kill for you.

✧ I would trust you with my life.

✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging.

✧ I would trust you with a secret.

✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret.

✧ I love you (platonically).

✧ I love you (romantically).

(Thanks! @ffxivaltaholic Sorry Kari and Lance didn’t want to chime in. But Alex sure wanted to give his opinion on a fellow bad character.)

Muse’s Opinion

Alexois Dubeltaire

Alexois Dubeltaire

[ COLOR ] red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green. magenta. pastels. bubblegum pink. blood red. ivory.

[ ELEMENTAL ] fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. clouds. light.

[ BODY ] claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. ears. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. slender. trained. piercings. tattoos. strong. weak. shapeshifting. junoesque. svelte. long hair. short hair. dark circles. big. small. prosthetic. experimented. cyborg. halos. horns. wolfish. gaunt.

[ WEAPONRY ] fists. sword. dagger. spear. scythe. bow and arrow. hammer. shield.
poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives.
pepper sprays.  tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces.
staffs.  wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. power loader. flamethrower. metal rod. shotguns. needles.

[ MATERIAL ] gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. copper. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash.  shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. yarn. slime. ivory.

[ NATURE ] grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. holly. lavender. lilies. petals. thorns. sunflowers. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. snow. ice. roots. flowers. ocean. river. lake. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. swamp. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. stars. clouds. mountains. fungi. cliffs. sunlight.

[ ANIMALS ] lions. wolves.
black panther. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles.
ducks. bugs.  roaches. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks.
horses. cats. dogs. bunnies. praying mantis. crows. ravens. mice.
lizards. frogs. bears. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dinosaurs.
dragons. felines. foxes. centaurs.  

[ FOOD/DRINK ] sugar. salt. water. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee. tea. spices.  herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. vanilla. cookies. cakes.

[ HOBBIES ] music. art. piercing. watercolors. gardening. knitting. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. fencing. riding. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books.
magazines. poetry. philosophy. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano.
violin. cello. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica.
synthesizers. harp. woodwinds. brass. trumpet. flute. drums. bells. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. tree climbing. running. vivisection.

[ STYLE ] lingerie. armor. cape. dress. robes. suit. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. shorts. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. neck tie. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. pantyhose. stockings. thigh highs. eyepatch. collar.

[ MISC ] balloons. bubbles. cityscape. landscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. realism. loneliness. anger. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. lovers. loyalty. smoking. alcohol. drugs. kindness. love. embracing. chains.

Tagged by: @weepingknight & @gogocatninja

(Since I already did the other kids. An got tagged twice after. Here they are: Destiney Lancefer  |  Karigan  An then here is the bad boy for those two who tagged me. >:D)

lemon verbana: do you believe in “forgive and forget”? – Lance

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“Yes and no. I would say it depends on the severity of what I am being asked to forgive and forget. If it something simple like a white lie or forgetting something on accident. Losing track of time. Then yes those kind of things I can forgive and forget. They aren’t meant with malicious intent.”

“However… If we are talking betrayal… Murder… Or any other thing that is particularly damaging, then no. There are some things I don’t think anyone deserves to be forgiven for. Just as I will never forgive Alexois for the things he has done.”

(Thanks! @ethereal-anomaly)

Perfume Asks

🎭 – A Former Friend

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“Moon Dove was her name. There was no real falling out between us. We just ended up going our separate ways after the death of Leon. But she was more my Uncle’s friend then mine anyways. Yet she was always kind to me. We just don’t see each other nor speak to each other anymore. I have no idea where she went or what became of her once my Uncle and I went off on our way. At the time I did not care much either. I had too much on my mind to worry about her. She was a tough woman an could care for herself.”

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“His name was Alexois Dubeltaire. I thought he was my friend. Only to find out the hard way I never even truly knew the man. We did spend time off duty together. An in the end he betrayed us. Apparently our friendship was very one-sided. Serves me right for trusting someone so easily.”

(An this is why Lance doesn’t like opening up to people and doesn’t have many friends outside of work… Damn it Alex! XD)

(Thanks! @gogocatninja)

People in Muse’s Life

💉: Does your muse have a substance addiction? To what? For Lancefer? ♥

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“Substance abuse?! I would never resort to such. I am above such nonsense.” Lance frowns an crosses his arms. “Are we done here?”

(Lance doesn’t have a current problem with any substance abuse. He may have tried a few things though in the past. Especially while he and Alexois were still getting along. Alex was a bad influence. An he tries his best not to go back to drugs or anything bad again. It reminds him too much of the man who betrayed him. Though he does give it thought once in a while with the way his family puts so much pressure on him.)

(Thanks! @smokespun )

Headcanon Questions

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Got the new layout for my tumblr up. Much better then the last one. Profiles an such still need updated. XD As do the tags. An I am working on asks an drafts (RP responses) when I am not distracted. XD

However I was bored an the brain too tired to think last night. So I made new asks images for each of the kids. Including the three I’m not ready to answer asks on. (Well technically I could on Alexois but I want to get his profile done a bit first.)

There’s the main three kiddos. An then the three unfinished kids.

An the other three who are still WIP. I’ll probably end up redoing Keaira’s eventually . Did not have many images to pick from for her. Didn’t have many for Alex but he at least had better choices. Adel has been a fairly quite kid until last night. She’s just been chilling an watching the main three in their chaos.

Dest’s still turned out the best of all of them though. XD Though I do like Lance’s too.

Character Development

SEND ME A NUMBER AND HELP ME DEVELOP MY CHARACTER
Memories
01: A memory from your character’s childhood
02: A memory from your character’s teenage years
03: A memory from your character’s career
04: A memory that your character cherishes
05: A memory that your character wishes to erase
Emotions
06: Something that makes your character angry
07: Something that makes your character happy
08: Something that makes your character laugh
09: Something that frightens your character
10: Something that turns your character on
People
11: Describe your character’s childhood friend
12: Describe your character’s parents
13: Describe your character’s former lover
14: Describe your character’s present best friend
15: Describe your character’s worst enemy
Activities
16: What your character does on a day of
17: What kind of books your character reads
18: What kind of music your character likes
19: What your character does when they wake up
20: What your character is like at social events

“What are friends for, eh?” for… Lancefer.

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(Oh this is going to be positively fun. Going to go in the past for this. Prior to the Betrayal prompt I wrote for Lance/Alexois.)

Lancefer wiped the back of his hand across his mouth, wiping away the blood from his busted lip. His breathing was heavy from the fight. Sky blue eyes staring at the two men across from him. Both sporting wounds of their own from the fist fight.

“Go on. Get the hell out of here before I give you another black eye, scumbags.” Alexois shouted at the two Brume thugs. “Or do you want more punishment. I can still go another round if you are looking for more bruises and blood.”

Alexois had a wild grin on his face. Knuckles bloodied but his eyes were alight with pure amusement. The thrill of the fight was burning in him. That much was clearly obvious to Lance as he pushed to stand back up from where he had fallen to one knee. He took to a fighting stance, fists raised as he stood beside Alexois.

The two men apparently thought better then to try Alex’s threat now that the odds had been evened. They gathered themselves an limped off back towards the Brume. Lance breathed a sigh of relief, body sagging and aching from the tussle. Alex was still grinning like a mad man. Halone help him for befriending the duskwight. The man was seriously crazy.

“Thank you, Alex.” Lance told the other man as he felt a hand clapping him on the back.

“What are friends for, eh?”

Alex said with a broad grin.

(Thanks Anon! 😀 Giving me yummy fun to write for Lance/Alex.)

Bruised and Broken