📷- A memory that comes with a picture they have

(No this is not the picture in question. Just the only one I have of the person she is speaking of. XD)

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Destiney was going through her belongings at her mother’s house. It was something she had long avoided. Her old room still brought memories of long ago. Fingers brushed over a scrap of paper in the chest at the foot of her bed.

“What is this?” The question was only to herself as no one was around with her. It was a simple sketch but detailed enough to know it was something her mother had done. How it had ended up in her belongings though she was unsure. Fingers traced over the drawing on the paper. A warm smile on her face as she gazed down at the two kids in the picture. Bows in hand and aiming for something in the distance that was not seen in the image.

“I remember this now. It’s been so long. I wonder where he ended up.” Destiney mused to herself as she held her finger over the drawing of the boy with her own child self in the image. They had been an odd pairing but they had been such good friends. However when she had been sent to Ishgard she had lost contact with him. “I hope you are doing well, Atix.”

(Thanks! @catina-kitska – tagging @ghostly0rigins for mentions of Atix. ❤ )

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🔪- A memory about a dangerous situation – for Destiney!

(I really really shouldn’t make an attempt on this right now. But I decided to go with a further past memory that doesn’t hurt so much for her. Only to realize when I took the pictures I had the wrong bow equipped. XD Oops.)

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Destiney sat up in bed, hand to her forehead. Just a dream. Or nightmare honestly. Though the nightmare held less sway over her then it once did. The sharpness of the memory had grown dull with time and those who cared making her stronger.

Her hand touched the spot on her chest that had nearly been her death. She had been so foolish back then. Allowing the pain and sorrow to consume her heart. Seeking the embrace of death at the hands of enemies.

Bare feet touched the cold floor as she climbed out of bed. Her steps carried her over towards the table on the other side of the room. Hands closed around the glittering green stone. Fingers tracing over the symbol engraved upon it. A faint smile turning up her lips.

So much pain that day. Both physical and mental. The scars left behind were healing. Slowly but healing.

(I know it doesn’t exactly touch into the actual event itself an I’m sorry. I kind of already wrote the situation she is remembering back when I was doing backstory for her. So the actual situation is here in story. An I don’t want to touch upon any of the more recent situations right now but this has been sitting here long enough.)

(Thanks! @neoma-eltanin )

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Something I was working on while feeling meh. Unfinished an prolly gonna stay that way cause I’m not entirely happy with it. I need practice again. An cause apparently my brother just decided to let us know he’s coming in tonight for the weekend so now I have to clean. -sigh-

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Questions/Comments to be sent anonymously!

(though off anon is fine too!)

  • “Is there someone you hold dear?”
  • “Don’t you feel any guilt?”
  • “You’re actually afraid to be alone, aren’t you?”
  • “There must be something you fear.”

  • “Do you have a home?”

  • “Is there someone you like?”

  • “Are you really expecting a positive outcome out of this?”

  • “Aren’t you ashamed?”

  • “Aren’t you happy?”
  • “Who do you despise?” 
  • “How do you sleep at night?”

  • “What do you think of kindness?”

  • “What do you think of hatred?”

  • “Why do you fight?”

  • “Why do you live?”

  • “How much blood have you spilled?”

  • “How much death have you seen?”

  • “Don’t you think your actions are reckless?”

  • “Don’t you know how much good you’ve done for others?”

  • “Can’t you tell they love you?”

  • “Can’t you see he/she would die for you?”

  • “Can’t you tell the truth for once?”

  • “You’re not tainted.”

  • “You’re not alone.”
  • “You’re awful.”
  • “You don’t think of anyone but yourself.”
  • “You’re an emotionless robot.”

  • “You’re just a lap dog.”

  • “It’s not over.”

  • “He/she needs you.”

  • “Stop lying.”
  • “Stop fighting.”
  • “Stop pushing others away.”
  • “You’re cruel.”

  • “You’re far too kind. Too kind for your own good.”

  • “You depend on him/her too often.”

  • “You’re overprotective, it’s stifling.”

  • “He/she is bringing you down.”
  • “You’re too timid, it’s easy to see you as a target.”

  • “You need to listen.”
  • “You need to speak up more often.”

  • “You’re weak.”
  • “You’re too proud.”
  • “Quit blaming others for your mistakes.”
  • “You won’t always be around to save him/her.”

  • “One day, he/she won’t need you anymore.”

  • “You can’t cheat death.”

  • “You can’t hide forever.”

  • “They’ll find out the truth eventually.”

  • “That person is only holding you back.”
  • “They’re too good for you.”
  • “You’ll be rewarded for your efforts if you keep trying.”

  • “It will get better.”

  • “You look lonely.”

  • “You look bitter.”
  • “You look tired.”
  • “You’re hiding a painful burden.”

  • “You’re perfect.”

  • “You’re beautiful.”

  • “You will always be worthless.”

  • “Your hands are too dirty, too tainted to be clean.”
  • “You’re lost in this world. Wandering without a purpose.”
  • “You’ll rise above them all.” 

  • “You’ll find your place in this world.”
  • “Eventually, someone will knock you off your pedestal.”

🌅- A memory associated with a certain location – Dest

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Destiney always enjoyed various locations. Seeing what beauty was out there in the world. Gazing up at a star filled night sky. Yet when she thought of locations there was always one she picked over all others.

The house that belonged to The Order of the Sword and Rose.

She had made so memories there so far. Both good and bad. Though thankfully the good far out weighed the bad. Especially since there were bonds made there that she would never give up for anything else.

Destiney paused near the bar upstairs in the house. A slight smile on her face though the memory was both bad and good right now for her. Feet carrying her closer to the stools. Fingers trailing over the counter near the spot she first met Nate. At first she had only been trying to be polite. Trying to entertain a guest to the house that had been Nate. Yet what had blossomed in the wake of that meeting… The memories of each visit after engraved forever on her heart.

Yet right now his memory was gone or locked away. So she would remember for him. Even if it hurt. Because meeting him had been the best thing to happen to her in such a very long time. The memories of every night since that meeting here at the bar in the house… Of the beautiful friendship that had been born from that simple night of being nice to someone passing by.

(Thanks! @ethereal-anomaly)

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👘- A memory associated with an article of clothing they have

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Fingers gently ran over the hair piece. A gift from Nate at Starlight. It had been the best item she had received all night. Not that she hadn’t loved the others gifts. This one merely had more meaning.

That bit of white ribbon woven between the purple flowers. Hands reached up to touch where that ribbon had once had a home upon her head. It seemed like forever ago. The ribbon had been removed the first time she had cut her hair. Right after Leon had passed away. She had given up on the girl she had used to be and began trying to find out who she was to become. That ribbon was a part of the past. However she had kept it as a reminder.

Yet when she had given it to Nate as a good luck charm in his spar against Raiden… It had been damaged. No longer wearable. She had played it off as not important. Just a reminder of the girl she once was. Nate however had found a way to make it into something new. Something touching. It meant so much more to her to see it changed from something old into something new. A new beginning for something from the past. Just as she had once chosen a new beginning for herself.

(Thanks! @kindlingdusk )

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Here u goooo~

Maria Zolts, Signy Lionsblood and Blazing Aurora. Just the ladies I actively RP.

My Roe gals: Obsidian Hornet (semi-retired), Cherry (retired), Kindling Dusk (active)

Destiney (my main – Balmung), Karigan (Balmung), Keaira (Goblin), Adelena (Faerie)