Warning Signs

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(So I decided on writing this Saturday while at work but was too tired to work on it. However the scene below took place today (Monday). Originally was going to have happened Wednesday last week after Tara patched him up but yesterday’s (Sunday) events changed my mind. So I wanted to write this taking place today instead because of those events. It’s a tad more fitting now then before. Hints at things to come somewhere after the holidays. But I wanted to write this before I finished the rest of the asks. So I am getting there. :D)

Sky blue eyes stared up towards the grey clouds. More snow soon to come they promised. Something that was not an usual occurrence for Ishgard. He had trouble remembering anymore what his city used to look like without the cold and snow. Hard to believe it had been so long already.

He knew he should have returned home last eve. Was probably going to hear about it from his mother at the very least. Hopefully his father was too busy with work for Dzemael to even be home at this hour. He could slip in an find his spare armor. The chainmail he had worn yesterday needed repairs. There was no way he could wear it to duty without questions being raised. He had no answers to give. None that made sense. There was no way he could explain it without seeming as if he was crazy. Though he had seen a good many crazy things since he had started following his cousin around.

Yesterday… The man with the snow white hair and teeth like razors. The one Tenrai had called a foul water sprite. His left hand came to rest over his right shoulder. There was no real pain. Tara had taken good care of the injury he had sustained. Yet… The memories of that brief fight still disturbed him. There was still no name to put with the stranger’s face yet he had claimed to know Destiney. Which disturbed him even more…

Chaotic. His cousin had some very chaotic choices of people to claim knowing. That was the best way he could think of it. Like turbulent waters of the sea. He hadn’t had a chance to see her an ask about the strange man he had found outside of Dragonhead.

It had started as mere curiosity and concern. The man had been sitting in the snow against the outer wall. Wanting to make sure the fool hadn’t frozen to death mere feet from the camp itself. There was a sort of madness about the stranger wearing the half-mask. Talking about dragon blood. Saying how it had no effect on him an wanting to test it on Lance. An then… The odd way the man fought like a demon. Trying to pierce Lance with those… Things! Like the tentacles of a octopus but far more dangerous. Their shape was not solid. More like half frozen water able to shift shape. The edges tipped crimson with blood. There was no way Lance wanted to find out if it was truly dragon blood in those dangerous tendrils.

Lance hadn’t wanted to fight. Not at first. However there was no way he was going to allow someone so dangerous to walk freely. Not in that state of madness. However he had no idea where his cousin was to call her to deal with the masked man. It had been like fighting a Hydra. Cut off one an two regrew. Until he was facing at least seven tendrils. In the end it wasn’t one of those tipped in the color of blood that caught him. He had opened up a gaping wound in the man’s chest but even that did not seem to faze the man. From there something shot out like those tendrils, caught him in the right shoulder. His chainmail hadn’t seemed to be much of an obstacle for it either. That creeping cold. Like something crawling under his skin. Then it was nearly over as quickly as it had begun. The man withdrew and fled away. Leaving him there stunned and wounded. Leaving him to wonder what sort of creature that man was.

His thoughts finally drifted back to the present as he approached the door to the house. A deep breath before his hands reached up to give it a push open. Cautiously without seeming like a thief sneaking about his own home, Lance made his way towards his room.

“Lancefer?”

He paused an mentally cursed his luck. His mother’s voice. So much for getting in an out without notice. Elviane always seemed to be keeping an eye or ear out for his coming and goings. Especially when it came to trying to set him up with a potential wife.

“Yes mother. I had to stop by an fetch something from my room. I have another shift of duty shortly.” He knew she wasn’t going to come out of the other room to see him though. She rarely did anymore. Not unless she had something specific she needed him for. Nor did he feel truly bad for lying about having duty soon. He mere wanted to avoid the possible conversation about his love life. Or rather lack of one.

“Your father and grandfather wished to see you in the study. Do not keep them waiting. You know how they hate being made to wait.”

Halone have mercy… Both of them? He grimaced an looked down the hall towards the closed doors to the study. It would have been easier to turn around an run. But he didn’t run. With a deep breath he pushed forward towards those doors. Looming ahead of him like the gates to hell. Dealing with them one at a time was bad enough. Dealing with both at once… Maybe he should have let that man kill him yesterday.

Inside the room Grandfather was his usual place. Behind the sturdy manor desk, polished to a shine. Papers spread across it’s surface. A tray of tea that was no longer steaming. Obviously they had been waiting for him for some time. His father frowned from where he stood near the windows looking out into Ishgard.

“You’re late.”

The urge to cringe was there as his father spoke. Vairemont was never a patient man. Yet Lance kept his face passive. He had been dancing to this game long enough. A respectable bow to both of his elders. He didn’t dare look up at either of them. Gaze kept down to the floor. They would not tolerate being lied to. Yet they didn’t truly know the lies he told them on a regular basis. There was no reason to give them a chance to suspect him now though. Tread careful. Dealing with both at once was like walking on cracked glass. One wrong step would have disastrous consequences.

“I apologize. I got caught up in business last eve an chose to rest before returning. It was already far late for travel back to Ishgard.”

He heard his father’s steps more then saw them. Felt his father’s displeasure. The man always seemed to radiate that feeling around him anymore. Ever since his fateful choice of Haillenarte over Dzamael. He was no longer the favored son. Had not been for many years.

“Resting at the beach I heard.”

Surprised eyes found his father’s stern gaze. Had they realized? Was his ruse up? Did they know every bit of information he fed them since finding out who the lady they had him following was, was false? Surely he had not slipped up that much to give himself away so soon. He was no shadow yet surely they couldn’t have found out. Unless… They had begun to suspect an had him followed… Or he was truly unlucky that someone his father knew was there at Costa…

“Her free company goes to the beach at the end of the week, every week. As I said. Business. Unless you no longer wish for me to keep trying to find information for you.” He tried hard to keep the venom from his voice. He hated what they demanded of him. The orders chaffed an cut at him. Defying them was hard. They were his family. Yet… They also made it so easy to do. His time among the men and women of Haillenarte had given him a better understanding of how family should be. Even his time learning of his cousin an her crazy free company that she considered family… Even they were more family then the one he had.

Fast. His father’s hand struck out at him. Hand on his injured right shoulder. Fingers digging into that wound. On purpose. The intent was clear on his father’s face. Lance couldn’t keep his face passive any longer. His teeth were gritted against the pain as those fingers pressed hard against that injury. Tara’s hard work… It pissed him off. Finally the pain subsided as his father shoved him back into the nearby bookshelf. A few of the books tumbled to the floor at the jolt of a body hitting the shelves.

“You will not take the tone with me, boy.” His father’s voice a snarl.

“Enough!” Age wizened eyes looked on at the scene of father and son before finally settling on Lancefer. Their disappointment was clear. “You have been failing to provide us with anything useful lately. If this keeps up… Well. I don’t have to remind you now do? Consider this a warning, Lancefer. You will not get another. You know what was asked of you.”

“Yes, Grandfather.” Lance bowed his head. A warning. They were indeed beginning to suspect. His lies had not been clearly as clever as he had thought they had been. Maybe he had been wise in warning Nate last evening. If they suspected it would not be long before they took this matter out of his hands. If they did that he would no longer be able to control the flow of information. He would need the help of men like Raiden and Nate. The purple-eyed aevis and the wolf of Dzamael. But would it be enough?

“You are dismissed.”

Lance did not wait around. Nor did he hurry in his departure. He would not give them the satisfaction of thinking they had him running scared. Once in the safety of his room, he slid down the closed door to sit on the floor. Slowly he removed his jacket and shirt. Trying to be careful of the bandages on his shoulder. They were stained with fresh blood where his father had dug his fingers into the wound. A quiet curse under his breath as he leaned his head back against the door behind him. He would have to think of something. Surely he could do this.

“Halone… Please help me…”

Jettatura from @sunshineandlotus

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(Destiney probably wouldn’t even if the idea was tempting. She is trying not to get to the point again where vengeance leads her down dark paths. If she were to be tempted into doing such, it would probably be something that didn’t threaten the person physically. Maybe something more mental.)

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(He wouldn’t magically curse anyone. Ever. He would rather let physical fighting solve his problems an would probably challenge his enemy to a fight. Of course assuming he knew he stood a chance of winning. He might seek out someone to help him get stronger before making that challenge though.)

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(Kari would be the most likely of the three to resort to a magical curse. Yet she has no skills with aether/magic. Untrained/No Interest. But she would be the one to find someone else to do it for her. She has made enemies thought none that serious. Just people who she has a grudge against for various reasons. Usually other mercenaries she doesn’t see eye to eye with. She would likely resort to some curse that would make all their jobs failures. So she could smirk an watch from the shadows as they had zero luck on completing anything.)

(Thanks! @sunshineandlotus)

(Unusual Words)

Vernalagnia: Does their mood or outlook on life change with the seasons? If so, how? – Lance

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Lance paused at the edge of the Shroud. It was like the changing of seasons. Something he hadn’t seen in so many years. Not since the calamity had changed Coerthas into an endless winter. He let out a breath he didn’t even know he had been holding. Closing those sky blue eyes as he let the warmer air brush across his face. His heart felt lighter. How he had missed seeing more then the pure white snow. Or snow dyed red with blood.

(In a way yes. He’s been stuck in the snow of Ishgard and Coerthas for so long its like a long needed thaw. His outlook has become a bit brighter since going from a ceaseless winter to other seasons beyond. But it’s been so long since he’s actually experienced seasons that I wouldn’t really say it changes with the seasons so much as it does with the weather.)

(Thanks! @ethereal-anomaly)

(Unusual Words)

♥ Tell us about a time they were rejected.

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(Destiney has only really ever had two people in her life that mattered when it came to relationships. Most others had been one night stands or friends with benefits. Before Ishgard she wasn’t really old enough to be worried about dating. An after Ishgard she wasn’t in a good mental state to even attempt. The only real time she faced any real rejection in terms of a relationship was with Leon the night she was drunk an kissed him. He pulled away an gave her the silent treatment for a few days. Which that scene I wrote here.)

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(Lance has recently been rejected. Granted Miu was very kind in the way she rejected him. She tried her best to let him down gently. As such the two of them are still friends despite things not working for them as a couple. I wrote about that event here.)

(Thanks! @kindlingdusk)

(Relationship/Courting Asks)

♥ Do they enjoy talking to their partners before going to sleep or is it straight to dreamland? ♥ Do they have a ‘type’?

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♥ Do they enjoy talking to their partners before going to sleep or is it straight to dreamland?

(For Dest it depends if there is something weighing on her mind or not. Though sometimes she tries not to burden Dek with her problems. So many of times she mostly just seeks the comfort of snuggling up with him an falling asleep that way. Sometimes he’ll do the talking an she’ll just listen as she drifts off. He doesn’t really mind though. Their relationship isn’t ideal but the two of them make it work somehow.)

♥ Do they have a ‘type’?

(Destiney does in a sense have a type. She doesn’t often go out seeking though being married. But she has been known to have a one night stand now an again. An yes Dek knows as they have a open relationship. Her type is generally usually dark skinned wildwood or duskwights. Male usually but she has been known to have been seen with the occasional lady. Though she has also on occasion been seen with people other then elezen but her preferred type is definitely elezen.)

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♥ Do they enjoy talking to their partners before going to sleep or is it straight to dreamland?

(Lance would prefer to talk. Not always something serious. Just sometimes enjoying listening to another person’s voice. Almost like a reassurance they are there. Generally he’ll try to remain awake till the other person falls asleep. Then just lay there looking at them for a little before finally closing his own eyes. Assuming of course he wasn’t exhausted from a long shift of duty.)

♥ Do they have a ‘type’?

(He doesn’t really have much of a type at this time. He mostly wants someone interesting. Someone who has spark and drive. Someone who isn’t afraid to stand side by side with him in a fight. That is the kind of person he wants to find.)

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♥ Do they enjoy talking to their partners before going to sleep or is it straight to dreamland?

(Kari would more then likely be straight to dreamland. Mostly because she would probably be worn out. She has never had much problems with falling asleep but she is a light sleeper.)

♥ Do they have a ‘type’?

(Karigan doesn’t really have much of a type yet either. She hasn’t really attempted any relationships yet. She has been more focused on her life and goals rather then romance. But more then likely it would be someone who treats her with respect and is easy on the eyes at the very least.)

(Thanks! @kyrelldreams)

(Relationship/Courting Asks)

(Oh gawd. Behind on the journal stuff again. XD But I am having fun answering asks an such. So it’s okay! 😀 I really should try to go back to writing one of these a week. Maybe after the holidays when life calms back down. XD Cause things are just so hectic right now. Nothing in this is really in a chronological order. XD On the plus side… Day 5 completed… 3 days remain. @cheetah-smith-ffxiv @jonahsage @kindlingdusk @chocobohealer @onidephor for mentions.)

I seem to be neglecting to write in here as often as I used to. I guess life has been a bit busier then normal. Especially now with my cousin in the picture.

Lance and I have been spending time when we both can getting to know each other. It has been mostly casual. He hasn’t tried to pry for anything more then I am willing to speak with him on. Then again part of me is still waiting for him to stab me in the back. I don’t think he will though… I guess it is still part of me not ready to accept that someone from that side of the family actually cares.

He did mention the other night he had come looking for me to tend to some injuries he had gotten while on duty. I guess he got injured fending off an attack in a joint effort with some of the Fortemps troops from Dragonhead. Some aevis scored a lucky hit on him. Apparently Tara took care of it for him though.

He also mentioned some sparring match that happened while he was visiting. Something about Aras and Dusk. He didn’t have all the details as he and Tara had arrived towards the end of the match. Though he made mention of interest in challenging her himself sometime. As well as that he met Nate after. Who didn’t seem to be having a good day.

Speaking on Nate. I’m glad he has so much patience for me some days. I feel I have been rather snappish with him lately. I guess I am just still upset from last week’s mission. I don’t really mean to take it out on him. I mean we have moments where I feel like we might clash an I get so scared of what might happen if we do. I guess I should have a bit more faith. Faith that the bond between us is stronger then a few ill words.

I mean he did get a chance to see me use a bow for a change in the Twelveswood last week. Tara had gotten lost. Or rather something had spooked her chocobo. It was nice… Fighting side by side like that. Instead of just watching his back. We did manage to find Tara safe and sound though she had been chased by a few tempered Sylphs. Nate and I had gone to check an make sure they had all returned to their territory after they gave up the chase. Of course we found some stragglers. That was how Nate and I got to fight side by side. I was unlucky that day apparently though. One of the sylphs managed to catch me off guard an I was zapped pretty good. No real physical injury though besides feeling rather numb and tingly. Nate got us back to the house before actually carrying me inside on his back. I was a bit… embarrassed honestly. Mostly because there were others in the house at the time. But at the same time I was afraid I might trip an fall on my face with the way certain parts of my body felt numb. I knew it would wear off in time though. So it wasn’t like I hadn’t agreed to let him carry me.

Dusk pulled me aside once I was feeling a bit less numb. We stepped aside into my room to talk privately. Apparently she felt the need to caution me about Leera and Rose. She doesn’t want Leera anywhere near Rose. Our youngest an newest member. I understand she is young an still learning. However I was a bit offended that she felt the need to try an caution me yet again. I know Leera -can- be dangerous. I’ve always held a measure of caution when dealing with Leera ever since learning the truth about who an what he is. There is always a certain amount of caution needed when dealing with a predator. I want to believe Leera can be good, can do something more then be a tool for his creators. Even Oni when we had a discussion earlier in the day had believed there might be a chance for Leera to be a better person. He just needs to be taken away from the bad influences an given a chance. So I told Dusk my own opinions an what Oni had said. It was admitting Leera does need to change. Yet I still feel Leera does care about me in a way.

I had told Oni about the potion Leera had given to me. About how Felix thought it had been something to be used against him. That was how our discussion went from Oni’s new tools into talk of his sibling. I haven’t seen Leera for a bit of time now. He had told me I wouldn’t.  But in our talk Oni did agree Leera wasn’t always the way he is now. That maybe if he was taken away from ‘father’ that there could be a chance for real change. I mean it is worth a shot if I can find a way. Why else would Leera care enough to keep speaking to me or even give me a potion for my own safety? I am certainly not -that- entertaining for him to be toying with me.

Oh! On a rather positive note. I survived my first cooking lesson with J’siris. I had offered him use of my new kitchen an he proceeded to teach me a stew. It actually turned out really well even with me helping make it. I didn’t even cut any fingers this time! I even took some to Lance before I joined the Order at the house for the evening.

Anyways I better finish my work before the mission this evening. It is nearly time.

63. Do they have an accent?

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(No not really. She is Gridanian born an raised. I’ve never really noticed an accent with them. Even five years in Ishgard didn’t change that. If Gridanians have accents then I guess she would. I can’t say I ever paid that close attention to notice.)

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(He does! Lance is Ishgardian through an through. An it is clearly something you can tell when he speaks.)

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(Kari does! She was born around the Limsa area but refuses to admit where. But it is clear in the way she talks that she has been around the ports. Probably because he father is a merchant and ship captain. So she has spent a lot of time around other sailors and such. Picked up a bit of the way they speak.)

(Thanks! @cynicaldjinn)

(100 OC Asks)

75. How patient are they? 98. Something that they regret? 44. Why might someone love them? (For any of your kidlets o/ )

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75. How patient are they?

(Destiney’s patience tends to vary depending on the topic or event. As well as her mood. The darker her mood the less patient she is going to be. She tries hard to be patient though. She sort of needs to with being a healer. Overall Destiney has a decent amount of patience most times. Especially with people she is trying to get to open up an talk to her. That is when she seems to have the most patience.)

98. Something that they regret? 

(Oh goodness… Killing those Imperial soldiers outside of Castrum Occidens. Her first an only time killing actual people. While she doesn’t want to change the past anymore she does still regret that choice. She still can’t even go near the place. Yet. She just need a bit more time to come to accept what happened.)

44. Why might someone love them? 

(Dest can be a very good listener. Caring and kind when she is around people she trusts. I know Chee considers her like a sister. So despite still working to repair the parts of her that are broken emotionally, she still has some rather endearing qualities as well. Heck those broken parts are what has made her into a more caring person. Especially towards others like Nate and Quarcy who she finds herself drawn to. Because she understands the pain even if it is not the same causes.)

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75. How patient are they?

(Lance is actually really patient in most cases. At least more patient then Destiney. Unless it’s battle or dealing with heretics/dragons. He can be goaded into being less patient while fighting. Especially when he had his spar with Raiden. XD Raiden just kept pushing his buttons. But being from upper class society in Ishgard, he learned patience is sometimes better then rushing. It’s all a matter of how you play the game.)

98. Something that they regret?

(Lance regrets he wasn’t able to do more to aid in the fighting at the Steel Vigil. He was still in many ways still a novice at the time. Now he uses it as a driving factor to fuel his desire to see Haillenarte restored.)

44. Why might someone love them? 

(Lance is honorable and respectable. He treats everyone fairly until they have given him reason to be any different. He is also a hopeless romantic when it comes to the person he decides to date. Which to this day has not been very many serious relationships.)

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75. How patient are they?

(She’s not a patient kitty. Not one bit. She is headstrong and brash. Which sometimes gets her hurt or into dangerous situations. An sometimes her impatience will lead to her saying things she doesn’t really mean.)

98. Something that they regret?

(She regrets the words she said to her father before she ran away. Not that she will openly admit it. She does wish she could take back the things she said and did. But she’s stubborn an won’t.)

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(100 OC Asks)

Major Arcana Inspired Character Asks

and-orlesian-feathers:

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The Fool: When has your character been excited to
start a new journey?
The Magician: How does your character unleash
their creativity or resourcefulness?
The High Priestess: When has trusting their
instincts paid off for your character?
The Empress: Who has been a positive female figure
in your character’s life?
The Emperor: Who has been a positive male figure
in your character’s life?
The Hierophant: Who has served as a mentor to your
character?
The Lovers: Which of your character’s
relationships has been the most positive? (Romantic or otherwise)
The Chariot: What goal is your character
determined to reach?
Strength: On what issue is your character
persistent?
The Hermit: Write about a time your character did
some soul searching. What did they find?
The Wheel of Fortune: What are your character’s
proudest successes?
Justice: When has your character felt satisfied
with the conclusion to a major dispute or concern?
The Hanged Man: When has your character needed to
step back and look at things from a different perspective?
Death: When has your character had to let go of
something in their life?
Temperance: How does your character balance their
life?
The Devil: Does your character ever neglect their
wild side?
The Tower: When has your character lost an ideal
or relationship?
The Star: When has your character been most
hopeful?
The Moon: When has your character’s path been
unclear?
The Sun: When does your character sit back and
enjoy themselves?
Judgment: Has your character ever been given a
second chance?
The World: When has one of your character’s dreams
come true?

Bonus: Major Arcana in Reverse!

The Fool in Reverse: When has your character acted
recklessly?
The Magician in Reverse: When was your character
manipulated?
The High Priestess in Reverse: When has your
character felt betrayed emotionally?
The Empress in Reverse: When has your character
felt dependent on another?
The Emperor in Reverse: When is your character
inflexible or stubborn?
The Hierophant in Reverse: When has your
character’s personal beliefs been challenged?
The Lovers in Reverse:  When has your character experienced
heartbreak?
The Chariot in Reverse: When has your character’s
pride or arrogance been their downfall?
Strength in Reverse: What are your character’s
doubts or insecurities?
The Hermit in Reverse: When has your character
felt the most alone?
The Wheel of Fortune in Reverse: When has your
character felt their life was no longer under their control?
Justice in Reverse: When has your character been
treated unfairly or cruelly?
The Hanged Man in Reverse: When has your character
tried to avoid making a major decision?
Death in Reverse: When has your character tried to
fight change?
Temperance in Reverse: When has your character
felt overwhelmed?
The Devil in Reverse: When has your character
suffered from refusing to break off an unhealthy relationship?
The Tower in Reverse: When has your character’s
actions led to disaster?
The Star in Reverse: When has your character lost
faith?
The Moon in Reverse: When does your character
mistrust their feelings or intuition?
The Sun in Reverse: When does your character’s
goal seem just out of reach?
Judgment in Reverse: When has your character found
it difficult to forgive themselves?
The World in Reverse: What is your character
holding back? 

28. Are they happy where they are currently? and also 33. Do they own any objects of significant personal importance?

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(Destiney is mostly happy where she is currently. I say mostly because she is still working through some problems. However the causes of those problems she no longer wishes she could change cause then she might have ended up somewhere else entirely then with the people she now calls family.)

Destiney runs her fingers over the rune carved into the light green stone. Eyes drifting away from it for a moment to the small handheld harp on the table. She reaches over an trails her fingers softly over the strings. It had been around three years. Still she held on to them as if it was the same as him still being here with her. She clutches the stone to her chest an takes a shaky breath. No tears came though. She missed him but… She had cried enough the day she lost him. Now these physical items were more of a comfort then a sadness. Something else had upset her today an she had come to her room just to be near these items. To remember his warmth an presence. He had always been able to make her feel calm again.

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(No. Lance isn’t truly happy where he is right now. For various reasons. Though his life has gotten a bit brighter then the never ending winter of Coerthas and Ishgard. Leaving Ishgard territory to follow his cousin around has proven to be a change for the better. So he’ll eventually find a way to be completely happy.)

(Lance doesn’t really have anything he holds that is significantly important. Not physically anyways. Coming from an upper class family he put less value on objects then memories. Maybe eventually but for now no.)

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(Of course she isn’t happy. But that doesn’t stop her from trying to find happiness. For her that would be finding a good team of mercenaries to take her in. Oh an being successful. She wants a better life. It’s a part of the reason she ran away from home. She wasn’t happy then an she still isn’t happy yet. But she knows she’ll get what she wants eventually. If she doesn’t run out of patience first.)

(She has one item she keeps regardless of everything in her life. A simple gold ring. It used to belong to her mother at one time when she was little. Her mother passed away and she kept the ring close. So even if she and her father are currently at odds, that ring never leaves her hand. If anyone tries to take it they better be ready for one hell of a fight. She’ll go all out to get that ring back or to protect it. It’s the only thing she kept when she left home.)

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(100 OC Asks)