Self-Knowledge Test – Keaira

Aggression

One part of your character is anger in all its forms: frustration,
outrage – and when anger is suppressed – bitterness, grumpiness, and
bodily aches. Fundamentally, frustration comes from hope: you get upset
because you expect your life will be more than a valley of tears. One
way to deny aggression is to direct it inwards, as self-criticism. But
you’re at your best when you acknowledge anger, and act it out clearly
and in a focused way, with honour.

Playfulness

You are good at seeing what’s funny, at relaxing and finding the
pleasure of the moment. Play is random, whimsical, fantasy-driven behavior which releases internal tension. Because it is detached from
some pressures it allows you to act on weirder, perhaps neglected, parts
of yourself. The downside is that it is no help in sticking with things
that are not much fun but which need to be addressed. So it is well
complemented by its opposite, Stoicism.

Resilience

You have a tendency, after a setback, to turn your emotions towards
restriving. What attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by
resumed action – overcoming weakness, repressing your fear. Because
part of your motive is pride, you can sometimes be unwilling to admit
weakness or to receive aid. But at heart, tour insistence on coming back
and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism: you know that
important journeys are never easy.

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Prompt #10: Fight Back

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Ul’dah was in full swing as noon neared. The usual streets an stalls busy and bustling. Keaira was navigating the busy streets even at the age of nine.

Not that she was supposed to be doing this errand. However her mother was not feeling very well and father was at work. That left her older sister to deal with all of their mother’s usual work with weaving. That left them without someone to run and fetch or deliver things. Thus Keaira had begged and pleaded to get her big sister to let her do this to help. The youngest was still far too young to do much besides play.

Keaira paused with a dress bundled in her arms. Looking down the side street at the voices she heard. A boy that looked her age was crying and covering his head as two slightly older boys clearly harassed and bullied him. One was even smacking the poor boy with a stick.

“Hey! Stop that!” Of course Keaira couldn’t let it continue. Frowning as she stomped towards the boys. Two on one wasn’t fair. It was cowardly. Especially when the boy clearly couldn’t defend himself from them. There was no way she was going to walk on. Or simply try to find an adult to break this up. She’d deal with this herself. Even if it meant she’d get in trouble later for fighting again. “Leave him alone, you bullies!”

“Ha! What are you going to do about it, little girl?” Sneered the oldest of the two as he put his hands on his hips and taunted as he looked down on Keaira. She was well under both of their heights.

At this point the dress in her arms was quickly forgotten as she dropped it to lash out with a fist towards the oldest bully. The boy was caught off guard, not expecting to have a small fist flying towards his face. He fell backwards and landed hard on his butt as he stared wide-eyed for a moment. His buddy had quit hitting the little boy with the stick when his friend fell.

Keaira bit her lower lip as she tried not to look as nervous as she felt. Getting into a fight with two older boys and she hadn’t even been allowed to do more then play fight with her father a few times and chase off a few mean boys but never two at one time. At most her father had wanted to teach her how to defend herself since she was often out running the streets much to her mother’s dismay.

“You hit me!” The older boy’s expression changed from surprise to anger as he climbed to his feet. He took a swing at Keaira when he lunged her way. The fist grazed her cheek as she attempted to dodge. Only to get a knee to the gut. The boy clearly knew more then she did but she wasn’t about to let that stop her as she fought to catch the air that had been knocked out of her. The other boy was still clearly staying back. However that had given the little boy a chance to flee while they were ignoring him.

A few more blows were exchanged between them before his partner cried out in alarm. “Adults!” The younger one took off fleeing. The older one cussed softly before giving Keaira a venomous look.

“This ain’t over, short stuff.” He too then fled after his buddy.

“Cowards!” Keaira shouted at their retreating forms.

Keaira wiped at her cheek with her hand before looking at the discarded dress and grimacing. Yelping in surprise when she looked towards the two adults approaching. One just happening to be her own father, still all dressed in his sultansworn’s attire. Running was pointless now as her father had already seen her. So she stood there, trying to not look guilty and slightly scuffed up.

No words were said to her though. The other adult with him went off to see if he could find the bullies. Her father simply picked up the discarded dress with a frown before finally looking towards her again. A raised brow at her disheveled state before putting a hand on her shoulder. Keaira tried not to flinch as she was worried he was about to scold her.

“Keaira… My feisty little girl. While I admire what you tried to do, your mother is going to be disappointed if she finds you got the dress all dirty to get into a fight. Come, let’s go get you cleaned up an see what we can do for this dress before heading home. Let’s not tell your mother about this if we can.” Crouching down in front of Keaira and lightly touching her unharmed cheek. “Then we’ll see about getting you some proper fighting lessons if you’re going to keep sticking up for the underdog against bullies.”

Keaira blinked in surprise. Finally throwing her arms around her father in a hug. Expecting a scolding for another fight with bullies and instead getting the promise of fighting lessons. Weaving wasn’t in her blood. No. She always had wanted to be just like her dad. Protecting people. Now he was willing to give her the chance she longed for. Plus a promise not to tell her mother about today. Everything had worked out for the best other then some minor injuries that could easily be tended.

Alignment – Keaira

Neutral Good-
A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is
devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does
not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can
be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against
order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because when
it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.

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Body Aesthetics – Keaira

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Bold what applies.

[ BODY ]

Long legs. Short legs. Average legs. Slender thighs. Thick thighs. Toned thighs. Skinny arms. Soft arms. Toned arms. Toned stomach. Flat stomach. Flabby Stomach. Soft stomach. Six-pack. Beer belly. Lean frame. Beefy/muscular frame. Voluptuous frame. Petite frame. Lanky frame. Short nails. Long nails. Manicured nails. Dirty nails. Flat ass. Toned ass. Bubble butt. In-betweeny ass. Small waist. Average waist. Thick waist. Narrow hips. Average hips. Wide hips. Big feet. Average feet. Small feet. Soft feet. Slender feet. Calloused hands. Soft hands. Big hands. Average hands.Small hands.Long fingers. Short fingers. Average fingers. Narrow shoulders. Broad shoulders. Average shoulders.Underweight. Average weight. Overweight.

[ HEIGHT ]

Shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm-150 cm. 151 cm to 160 cm. 161 cm to 170 cm. 171 cm to 180 cm. 181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. Taller than 2 m.

[ SKIN ]

Pale. Rosy. Olive. Dark. Tanned. Blotchy. Smooth. Moles. Acne. Dry. Greasy. Freckled. Scars. Birthmarks.

[ EYES ]

Small. Large. Average. Grey. Brown. Blue. Violet. Pink. Green. Gold. Hazel. Crimson. Doe-eyed. Almond. Close-set. Wide-set. Deep-set. Squinty. Monolid. Heavy eyelids. Upturned. Downturned.

[ HAIR ]

Thin. Thick. Fine. Normal. Greasy. Dry. Soft. Shiny. Curly. Frizzy. Wild. Unruly. Straight. Smooth. Wavy.
Floppy. Cropped. Pixie-cut. Afro. Shoulder length. Back length. Waist
length. Past hip-length. Skin to fade. Buzz cut. Bald. Weave. Hair
extensions. Jaw length. Layered. Mohawk. Dreadlocks. Box braids.
Faux locks. White. Platinum blonde. Golden blonde. Dirty blonde. Blonde.
Ombre. Ash brown. Mouse brown. Chestnut brown. Golden brown. Chocolate
brown. Dark brown. Jet black. Ginger. Red. Auburn. Dyed. Thin eyebrows. Average eyebrows. Thick eyebrows. Plucked eyebrows.

[ TATTOOS / PIERCINGS ]

Full
sleeve. Thigh tattoo. Neck tattoo. Chest tattoo. Back tattoo. Shoulder
blade tattoo. One tattoo. Face tattoo. Hand tattoo. A few here and
there. Multiple. No tattoos. Monroe piercing. Nose piercing. Septum. Nipple piercing(s). Genital piercing(s). Industrial piercings. Earlobe piercings.
Prince Albert piercing. Eyebrow piercing(s). Tongue piercing. Lip
piercing(s). Top of the ear. Tragus piercing. Angel bites. Labret.
Stretched out ears. Navel piercing. Inverse navel piercing. Cheek piercing(s). Smiley. Nape piercing(s). No piercings.

[ COSMETICS ]

Eyeliner. Light eyeliner. Heavy eyeliner. Cat eyes. Mascara. Fake eyelashes. Matte lipstick. Regular lipstick. Lipgloss. Red lips. Pink lips. Nude lips. Dark lips. Bronzer. Highlighter. Eyeshadow.
Neutral eyeshadow. Smoky eyes. Colorful eyeshadow. Blush. Lipliner.
Light contouring. Heavy contouring. Powder. Matte foundation. Shiny
foundation. Concealer. Wears war paint from time to time. Wears make up
regularly.
Wears it from time to time. Rarely wears make-up.

[ SCENT ]

Floral. Herbal. Earthy. Fruity.
Perfumes. Aftershave. Cocoa. Moisturiser. Shampoo. Cigarettes. Leather.
Fur. Sweat. Food. Incense. Marijuana. Cologne. Whiskey. Wine. Fried
food. Blood. Fire. Cold. Fresh. Metal. Rain.

[ CLOTHES ]

Jeans. Tight pants. Overknee socks. Tights. Leggings. Yoga pants. Pencil skirt. Tight skirt. Loose skirt. Tight/Form-fitting dress. Cardigans. Tunic. Blouse. Button up shirt. Band-T-shirt. Sports-T-shirt. Sweatpants. Tanktop. Cut off t-shirt. Designer. High street. Leather jacket. Thrift. Lingerie. Long skirt. Miniskirt. Maxidress. Sun dress. Tie. Tuxedo. Cocktail dress. High slit dress/skirt. T-shirt. Loose clothing. Tight clothing. Jean shorts. Sweater. Sweater vest. Waistcoat. Khaki pants. Suit. Hoodie. Harem pants. Basketball shorts. Boxers/Boxer-Briefs. Thong. Hotpants. Hipster panties. Bra. Sportsbra. Crop top. Corset. Ballerina skirt. Leotard. Polka dot. Stripes. Glitter. Cotton. Linen. Silk. Lace. Leather. Velvet. Patterns. Florals. Neon colors. Pastels. Light colors. White. Black. Dark colours. Fur/Fauxfur. Revealing clothing. Heavy armor. Medium armor. Light Armor.

[ SHOES ]

Sneakers. Slip-ons. Flats. Slippers. Sandals. High heels. Kitten heels. Ankle boots. Combat boots. Knee-high. Platforms. Stripper heels. Bare feet. Loafers.  Oxfords. Gladiator shoes. Leather boots.

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Body Language – Keaira

Bold what you apply to your muse.

Italicize what applies, but isn’t oftentimes established in detail.

DEFENSIVENESS :
arms crossed on chest • crossing legs • fist – like gestures • pointing index finger • karate chops • the fig leaf position • stiffening of shoulders tense posture • curling of lip / baring of teeth •

REFLECTIVE :
hand
– to – face gestures • head tiltedstroking/tapping chin • peering
over glasses • taking glasses off — cleaning • putting earpiece of
glasses in mouth • pipe smoker gestures • putting hand to bridge of nose
pursed lips, knitted brows

SUSPICION :
arms crossed
• sideways glance • touching or rubbing nose • rubbing eyes • hands
resting on weapon • brows raising • lips pressing into a thin line •
strict, unwavering eye contact • wrinkling of nose •

OPENNESS   &   COOPERATION :
open
hands
• upper body in sprinters position • sitting on edge of chair
hand – to – face gestures • unbuttoned coat • tilted head • slacked
shoulders, droopy posture •  feet pointed outward • palms flat and
facing outward

CONFIDENCE :
hands behind back • hands on lapels of coat • steepled hands. • baring teeth in a grin • rolling shoulderstipping head back but maintaining eye contact • chest puffed up / shoulders back • arms folded just above navel •

INSECURITY   &   ANXIETY :
chewing
pen or pencil • rubbing thumb over opposite thumb • biting fingernails •
hands in pockets • elbow bent / closed gestures • clearing throat • “
whew ” sound • picking or pinching flesh • fidgeting in chair • hand
covering mouth whilst speaking • poor eye contact • tugging at
pants whilst seated • jingling money in pockets • tugging at ear •
perspiring hands • playing with hair • swaying • playing with pointer /
marker • smacking lips • sighing • rocking on balls of feetflexing fingers sporadically • fiddling with rings •

FRUSTRATION :
short breaths •  “ tsk ” soundtightly clenched handsfist – like gestures • pointing index finger • rubbing hand through hair • rubbing back of neck •snarling •
revealing teeth / grimacing • sharp eyed glowers w/ notable tension in
brow • shoulders back, head updefensive posturing • clenching of jaw /
grinding teeth • nostrils flaring, heavy exhales •

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🎶Do they have a type? – For Keaira, maybe from a particular punchy xaela.

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“Now what was that rumor? Oh yes that I had a thing for Au Ra. Not really a hundred percent true. I guess my type is someone who can challenge me. Someone who isn’t weak or cowardly. I mean in and out of the bedroom at that. It seems to be easier to find a Xaela who meets that ideal I guess. Not that my type is strictly Au Ra though.”

Relationship Asks

(Thanks punchy xaela that I totally know who be. :P)

🛏What is their favorite bedroom activity to do with their partner? 💚Are they prone to jealousy? 😘Does their demeanor change when in a relationship? For Keaira

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“I’m not the jealous type. What is the point of being jealous anyways? It’s not really very attractive quality. If someone loves me, I should be able to trust them. As for my demeanor? I guess it would change a little bit. Such as if I decided I wanted a more permanent kind of partnership, I wouldn’t be out having a fling or anything. I’m not that kind of person. I’d behave myself better then I do now. But I’m single so I can enjoy whatever I please for the time being. As far as favorite bedroom activity?” A slow smile and a wink. “Depends what I’m feeling that day. Though being a little rough and tumble is always a good time.”

Relationship Asks

(Thanks @ze-dominant-demon )