Entry #3: Prayer

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(Normally Lance is found over at my side blog with Alex @ishgardiansnow but doing this here to keep things simple for the writing thing. I’ll just reblog it over.)

It was late and heading into night as he had gotten off duty. Sky blue eyes looking up at the snow falling gently down around him. He felt restless. Deciding to take a walk north. As he had done many times before when this feeling came over him. A feeling that had been happening more often as of late. Ever since the events with his family.

Possibly more now that he was engaged. There was now so much more at stake. Everything was so much more complicated. Yet he wouldn’t trade what he had with Miu for anything. Miu meant the world to him. His summer sun.

Once more in the ruins of the Steel Vigil. Always where his feet led him when he was restless. A reminder of everything that was sacrificed that day. The he was still alive because good men had given their lives for others to survive. Kneeling down on the frozen stone ground and bowing his head in prayer.

“Halone… Please. Guide me. Let me do this right. For Miu’s sake. Don’t let me fail him. Of all the Twelve above… It is to you, we of Ishgard, look to. It is to you, I plead. Give me the strength to protect him even if it I have to give up everything for him. I won’t watch anyone else die that I care about.”

Lance raised his head as he looked once more skyward. Closing his eyes and remembering the day of the attack on the Vigil. Remembering the trial for his father. Nearly losing his cousin. Almost losing Miu in the Sea of Clouds… Each time feeling helpless to stop events that were happening. All he could do now was hope Halone heard his pleas and was merciful.

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Family Bonds

(Sort of a two part in one writing. Starting out with Stefan and Destiney. An then moving to Lancefer and Destiney. @ishgardiansnow An there is a purpose to this. It’s… laying the ground work for Dest moving towards becoming a RDM like her FFXI version once was. I realize there will be a lot of people going to RDM probably but Dest on FFXI was ICly a RDM and I would love to push her back towards that path again. I miss her FFXI counterpart.)

Barely a word between them over the last nine years. Entirely separate lives that barely crossed. Now they stood in the same yard. Her yard.

She had still been shocked the day she had found her brother at their childhood home. Stefan had actually returned home. Actually visited mother for a change. It was the first time she had seen her brother since running into him in Ul’dah about two years ago and telling him about their father. Nine years since he had run away from home.

Mother had sent him with her when they went to a party Soren and Lloire had been throwing. He had been reluctant and tried his best to remain out of sight while there. She had not expected him to answer her message now with his behavior then.

Yet here he stood on her lawn. Looking confident and proud as he stood with one hand on his hip. Watching her with a curious look.

“Are you sure this is what you want to do? To learn spells of this kind?” His tone was not condescending. But edged with a concerned caution. “You’ve never displayed interest in this sort of thing before.”

“I want to learn. There is…” Her voice trails off as she looks down to her hands. The talks of a war on the horizon. The possibility her work with the Immortal Flames could put her over there among it. The kidnappings. She was tired of being a victim. Tired of being vulnerable. “More reason then ever for me to learn this now. Stefan…”

A wave of a hand as he smiles ever so slightly. “So now it is my turn to be the better sibling. About time I will admit.” He motions for her to stand over towards the maple tree. “I’m sure you already know most of the basics. If Uncle didn’t teach you then… Well he was a fool if he didn’t. Shall we get to work then?”

Destiney nodded to her twin. Never had she used aether in this fashion. For healing and protection yes. Not for fighting. It was still something that would not solve her entire problem. However it was a start. Something more to defend herself with.

They worked for hours. Until Stefan made them stop as evening began to approach. Claiming they needed to eat. Destiney was almost relieved when he even offered to cook. It was a simple dish but filling. At least one of them had some decent cooking skills. Destiney needed to remember to bother J’siris for some more lessons sometime. A comfortable silence settled between them as they ate.


Stefan had left with a promise to come back again tomorrow. More practice until he felt her skills acceptable.

It wasn’t long after he left that Lance came by her house. Destiney had also contacted him. Whether it be through magic or weapons… One way or another she would stand a better chance at protecting herself and those she cared about. No more victim.

“Here. Ready to practice?” Lance asked with a warm smile as he held out an old training sword for her to take. “We’ll start with the basics and as you get comfortable I’ll teach you more. I’ve had years at this. Don’t be disappointed if this takes time.”

“Of course. I know it takes time.” Destiney said with a nod as she tested the weight of the weapon. Wielding a bow was vastly different then a sword. The weight was odd in her hand but not uncomfortable.

“Do you ever plan to explain what has given you this sudden drive to use a sword?” Lance asked as he positioned the training dummy to his satisfaction. “Or is this something you would rather keep quiet?”

“Lance… I… I can’t tell you. I wish I could but… It’s not something I should. Please respect that.” Destiney frowned as she remembered the incident with Aeri. Aeri’s words about Lance and Alex. More to the picture. If he wasn’t willing to talk about Alex then she wasn’t willing to talk about Aeri. Mostly because she was afraid of her cousin’s reaction. To the idea that Dest had been kidnapped again. Especially since it involved both Alex and Aeri.

A disgusted sigh and shake of his head. “Fine. I won’‘t push. You know I never would. If you said it’s better not discussed then fine. Let’s begin.”

Dest & Stefan’s family. (Well an Lance’s. But this time the Delvanguard side of the family.)

Etoinelle (Aurifore) Delvanguard (Ishgardian Wildwood – Mother),

Eddard Delvanguard (Gridanian? Midlander Hyur – Father – Deceased), Ricard Starkweather (Gridanian? Midlander Hyur – Uncle)

ishgardiansnow:

Lance’s side of the family. Including Stefan & Dest’s mother.

Vladislav Aurifore (Ishgardian Wildwood – Grandfather – Deceased), Vairemont Aurifore (Ishgardian Wildwood – Father – Deceased), Elvaine Aurifore (Ishgardian Wildwood – Mother)

Gwenolie Aurifore (Ishgardian Wildwood – Younger Sister), Lothaire Aurifore (Ishgardian Wildwood – Younger Brother)

Etoinelle (Aurifore) Delvanguard (Ishgardian Wildwood – Stefan & Dest’s Mother – Aunt), Katrienne (Aurifore) Ferdillaix (Ishgardian Wildwood – Aunt)

OOC: Am I dying?

istolin:

Nope just a migraine. But it’s turning me into a whiny baby who feels awful and just wants to burrito himself in blankets and not move forever.

Since I’m out of commission for a bit, and have nothing to do but stare at my phone, care to share your lovely men with me? o wo

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Character solidifying!

rockinrpmemes:

1. How does your character think of their father? What do they hate and love about him? What influence – literal or imagined – did the father have?
2. Their mother? How do they think of her? What do they hate? Love? What influence – literal or imagined – did the mother have?
3. Brothers, sisters? Who do they like? Why? What do they despise about their siblings?
4. What type of discipline was your character subjected to at home? Strict? Lenient?
5. Were they overprotected as a child? Sheltered?
6. Did they feel rejection or affection as a child?
7. What was the economic status of their family?
8. How does your character feel about religion?
9. What about political beliefs?
10. Is your character street-smart, book-smart, intelligent, intellectual, slow-witted?
11. How do they see themselves: as smart, as intelligent, uneducated?
12. How does their education and intelligence – or lack thereof – reflect in their speech pattern, vocabulary, and pronunciations?
13. Did they like school? Teachers? Schoolmates?
14. Were they involved at school? Sports? Clubs? Debate? Were they unconnected?
15. Did they graduate? High-School? College? Do they have a PHD? A GED?
16. What does your character do for a living? How do they see their profession? What do they like about it? Dislike?
17. Did they travel? Where? Why? When?
18. What did they find abroad, and what did they remember?
19. What were your character’s deepest disillusions? In life? What are they now?
20. What were the most deeply impressive political or social, national or international, events that they experienced?
21. What are your character’s manners like? What is their type of hero? Whom do they hate?
22. Who are their friends? Lovers? ‘Type’ or ‘ideal’ partner?
23. What do they want from a partner? What do they think and feel of sex?
24. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually?
25. What are their hobbies and interests?
26. What does your character’s home look like? Personal taste? Clothing? Hair? Appearance?
27. How do they relate to their appearance? How do they wear their clothing? Style? Quality?
28. Who is your character’s mate? How do they relate to him or her? How did they make their choice?
29. What is your character’s weaknesses? Hubris? Pride? Controlling?
30. Are they holding on to something in the past? Can he or she forgive?
31. Does your character have children? How do they feel about their parental role? About the children? How do the children relate?
32. How does your character react to stress situations? Defensively? Aggressively? Evasively?
33. Do they drink? Take drugs? What about their health? 
34. Does your character feel self-righteous? Revengeful? Contemptuous?
35. Do they always rationalize errors? How do they accept disasters and failures?
36. Do they like to suffer? Like to see other people suffering?
37. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?
38. Are they basically negative when facing new things? Suspicious? Hostile? Scared? Enthusiastic?
39. What do they like to ridicule? What do they find stupid?
40. How is their sense of humor? Do they have one?
41. Is your character aware of who they are? Strengths? Weaknesses? Idiosyncrasies? Capable of self-irony?
42. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain?
43. Does your character have any secrets? If so, are they holding them back?
44. How badly do they want to obtain their life objectives? How do they pursue them?
45. Is your character pragmatic? Think first? Responsible? All action? A visionary? Passionate? Quixotic?
46. Is your character tall? Short? What about size? Weight? Posture? How do they feel about their physical body?
47. Do they want to project an image of a younger, older, more important person? Does they want to be visible or invisible?
48. How are your character’s gestures? Vigorous? Weak? Controlled? Compulsive? Energetic? Sluggish?
49. What about voice? Pitch? Strength? Tempo and rhythm of speech? Pronunciation? Accent?
50. What are the prevailing facial expressions? Sour? Cheerful? Dominating?