Entry #6: Who Am I?

Stefan sighed heavily as he put down the brush next to the various paint colors. Frustration at the picture he had been working on. It just refused to come out right. That was the problem with having a streak of perfectionism.

Esper poked his head up off the bed where he had been curled up. Ears drooping as Stefan began to pace. Pacing always meant Stefan wasn’t in a good mood. It was another bad day for his master. Watching Stefan closely as the man walked over towards a window to stare at the reflection looking back.

Stefan brushed hair back from his ears. Giving the reflection a gloomy look before stepping away. Esper carefully trotted over and rubbed against Stefan’s leg. Stefan crouched down to rub Esper’s head gently.

“Some days I wonder why…” He began speaking, knowing Esper wouldn’t understand. Yet it felt good to have someone to listen to him. Even if that someone was just a cute fuzzy carbuncle. “I can’t identify as a hyur or an elezen. I’m not entirely sure why I bother. Was it my mixed blood that people thought it was okay to hurt and use me?”

Stefan sighed again as he sat down on the floor of his apartment. Esper curling up in his lap. Fingers going back to scratching Esper in the carbuncle’s favorite spots. “I am who I am. I do not understand why so many people make such a fuss as what you identify as. What race you are… How you dress. How you look… Yet people wonder why I decide I want to be alone… Because the world can be cruel to someone like me.”

“I have my family and I have you… I don’t need anything else.” Stefan said softly as he hugged Esper close. Esper licking his cheek softly as if he could lick away the sad feels.

Entry 5: Not all in Good Fun

(This is set in Stefan and Dest’s past but mainly focuses on Stefan. The two are roughly 13 so this is set before Stefan runs away.)

Stefan put his small hands over his head as the two elezen boys harassed him. Calling him names and poking fun at his ears. Laughing at the fact that he was different. Not able to blend so easily like his twin sister. Why was it had to be different? No one teased his sister and they were twins. It just wasn’t fair. Why couldn’t he be the one that looked normal. No the slight point to his ears gave him away. Made him stand out from the others.

“Freak. Not an elezen and not a hyur. You’re not anything. Spending all day hiding.” the taller of the two boys said with a sneer.

“Having your sister always protect you. What a whimp.” the other boy teased.

“Stop! Leave me alone!” Stefan whimpered softly. He wasn’t physically tough. Nothing like his sister. Didn’t like hunting or playing with a bow. He just wanted to be left alone with his books.

“Aw are you going to cry now? Big baby.”

“Leave my brother alone!” Destiney shouted as she stormed up towards the two boys.

“Hmph. We weren’t doing nothing. Can’t help if he doesn’t understand a prank.” the taller one said as he held up his hands, though the expression on his face said he was lying.

Destiney stalked up to the taller boy and looked up at him with a glare. He stared at her a long moment before rolling his eyes and motion for his friend to follow. Once they were out of sight Destiney went over to offer a hand out to her brother.

The hand was promptly slapped away as Stefan stood up. Tears shown in his eyes as he refused to look directly at her. “I didn’t need your help. You just make it worse! Leave me alone!”

Stefan turned and ran off in the direction of home. Leaving Destiney with a hurt look on her face.

Entry 2: Artist’s Eye for Treasure

Stefan looked around cautiously as he walked towards the agreed upon meeting spot. There was never trusting some areas. Let alone some sellers. Esper followed close at his heels.

“Ah! Delvanguard! I was beginning to think you might not show up.” The man rubbed his hands together after pushing away from the wall he had been leaning against. Eyes darting around nervously before patting the crate beside him. “A friend told me you had interest in such treasures from the War of the Magi.”

“Depends.” Stefan scowled as he crossed his arms over his chest. “The quality has yet to be determined. I refuse to accept a price until I check the items myself. I’m not a fool, Bayard.”

“Of course!” Bayard grimacing before moving to remove the crate lid and stepping aside. Motioning for Stefan to step forward.

Stefan leaned over the crate to pull out the first item in reach. Holding it up to the light and studying it for a long moment. Swapping it for another item in the crate. The second item smashing down at the feet of the seller. Esper crouched and ready to pounce if needed.

“Garbage. It’s all synthetic junk. Your ‘friend’ should have told you I would be able to tell the difference between a cheap fake and the real deal.” Stefan picked up the first item again and waved it towards the seller in anger. “Keep your false junk. I should have known by your behavior that you were trying to pull the wool over my eyes.” Tossing the other item onto the ground before turning to stalk away.

Esper giving the man a rather hostile stare before turning to follow his master. Leaving Bayard behind to seethe that things hadn’t gone as planned. Once out of sight a slight grin forming on Stefan’s lips. Tossing a small stone up in the air before catching it again.

“Stupid idiot. Most of that junk was definitely fake. Yet he didn’t even see a real treasure among the false. That’s what one gets for trying to pass off synthetic for real to someone with the eye for telling them apart.” Stefan held the dark stone up in the light before looking down at his ruby companion. “Shouldn’t have tried to sell me fakes and I might have actually paid him for this. Too bad for him, Esper. Alright time to head home and relax. I’ll even play some music for you tonight to celebrate our find.”

Esper bounced along beside him, clearly happy. The ruby carbuncle was ever fond of when Stefan played for him at the apartment in the Goblet. It was something Stefan only shared with his fuzzy companion. Not even his sister or mother knew of his love of music and art. Only Esper. Granted his love of treasure and hunting old ruins still ranked above his personal activities. Just like finding this treasure tonight.

Preferences – Stefan

Open curtains | Closed blinds
Stray dog | House cat
People | Pets
Outside | Inside
Half-empty | Half-full
Sing
| Dance
Shoes | Sandals | Barefoot
Hike | Drive
Casual | Elegant
Center | Corner
Sword | Shield | Magic
Airship | Boat
Fizzy | Flat
Garnished
| Plain
Extra salt | Extra pepper
Spicy | Mild
Orchestration | Traditional music
Opaque | Transparent
White lies | Complete truth
Blunt | Subtle
Noisy | Silent
Books
| Music
Familiar | New
Youth | Experience
Spoon | Fork and knife | Fingers
Knife | Baseball bat
Void | Ocean
Bow and arrow | Blow dart
Love at first sight | Slow burn
Freckles
| Dimples
Long eyelashes | Long fingers
Soft lips | Sensitive neck
Stubble | Thick hair
Slow dance | Intimate conversation
Candlelight dinner | Stargazing

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Shakespearean Character Ask Meme

ANTONY: What bad habits do you need to break?
BEATRICE: What is the achievement you’re most proud of?
BENVOLIO: What comes to mind when you think of peace?
BIANCA: What do you want most in life?
CELIA: Do you want to fall in love?
CIRCE: Would you rather be loved or feared?
CLAUDIUS: What is the worst thing you’ve ever done?
CORDELIA: Do you consider yourself a good person?
CRESSIDA: What makes you feel trapped?
DESDEMONA: Do you believe that the truth will set you free?
EDGAR: Do you want to make your family proud?
EDMUND: Do you ever wish you’d been born someone else? If so, who?
GERTRUDE: Would you (or have you) ever cheated on a significant other?
HAMLET: Do you prefer to think things through thoroughly or act on impulse?
HECATE: Do you consider yourself an introvert or an extrovert?
HELENUS: Do you believe in God?
HIPPOLYTA: What is your biggest regret?
HORATIO: Who do you love most?
JULIET: What is your favorite luxury?
LADY MACBETH: What is your favorite thing about yourself?
MACBETH: Have you ever killed anyone? Would you?
MALCOLM: What does honor mean to you?
MEDEA: Do you have any quirks?
MERCUTIO: Is there anyone you would die for?
MIRANDA: Is happiness a choice?
OBERON: Does reputation matter to you?
OPHELIA: Is there anything you regret not doing?
ORSINO: If you could have any material thing in the world, what would it be?
PARIS: If you had the chance to rule the world, would you?
PORTIA: When did you lose your innocence?
PUCK: Do you consider yourself a mischievous person? 
ROMEO: How far would you go for love?
ROSALIND: What does your ideal day entail?
ROSALINE: Which people from your past haunt you?
SEBASTIAN: Is violence ever the answer?
TITANIA: Do you believe in magic?
TYBALT: If you could kill one person without consequences, who would it be?
VIOLA: How skilled of a liar are you?
VOLUMNIA: Describe the biggest sacrifice you’ve made.

Alignment Test – Stefan

True Neutral- A true neutral character does what seems to be a
good idea. He doesn’t feel strongly one way or the other when it comes
to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most true neutral characters exhibit a
lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such
a character thinks of good as better than evil after all, he would
rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, he’s not
personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way.
Some true neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves
philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as
prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of
neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. True neutral
is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally,
without prejudice or compulsion. However, true neutral can be a
dangerous alignment when it represents apathy, indifference, and a lack
of conviction.

Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good —– XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Neutral Good —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15)
Chaotic Good —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXX (14)
Lawful Neutral – XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (18)
True Neutral —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
Chaotic Neutral – XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (19)
Lawful Evil —– XXXXXXXXX (9)
Neutral Evil —- XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Chaotic Evil —- XXXXXXXXXX (10)

Law & Chaos:
Law —– XXXXXX (6)
Neutral – XXXXXXXX (8)
Chaos — XXXXXXX (7)

Good & Evil:
Good —- XXXXXXX (7)
Neutral – XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Evil —- XXX (3)

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